Yes, I told him I want things back to the way they were before and he said he wished there was a button he can push pero wala daw. But I did ask him if there is a possibility and he said yes.
I also thought I was okay with us being friends but when I think about him spending time with his wife/gf parang hindi ko kaya. Yung ginagawa niya sakin dati, ginagawa niya sa iba. Pero hindi ko talaga maintindihan why he still calls me and gives me an hour or more of his precious time but won't admit that there is someone else. It is so cruel to string me along.
LM!!! I really wish I had a GF I could cry to and hug right now pero kahit "ex" ko na siya, hindi ko magawa mag kwento ng disappointments ko sa kanya with my friends. Buti na lang nandyan ka. Pero yung GFs ko even if I don't say anything, the fact that this has been going on for so long without progress does not make them happy. I also have a friend who WAS a mistress and she says crush has all the signs
I apologize as well, I am extremely emotional esp for the past few days
