How is it that you do really know if you are falling for the person you think is right but can't wholly express how you feel. Is it right that I always try every form of reason to try to see you each day or being paranoid in every thought of not seeing you again. There are times that I realy wanted to see you but everytime we meet I always get dumbfounded. I always try to find ways to impress you but still I can't seem get the right formula for you to look my way. Sometimes I've made some things that are seem obvious but it looks as if I'm trying to drive you away. I can't help but think that eventhough I am hiding with these feelings of mine that I can't fully blast everything to you and make you understand on how much I cared for you. Is this that I'm such a 'torpe' that I can't say anything right or am I just afraid that you would just reject me and call for 'only friends'. Maybe that is the part that scares the hell out of me. Am I a coward? Am I someone not ready to face the consequences that might happen if what I wanted is not what I wished for? Is it true that I have to control myself and act as if nothing is happening to me? That is a great mistake that I am trying to overcome! I can't deny that I am falling for you yet it seems that you seem so far away eventhough so near. I can't truly express how much I care for you because you might take it as something different. I do not know what to do! I can't just live like this that you yourself would not know what it is that I have inside. I'm afraid of the truth that there is some chance that by being honest that you would avoid me. I cannot bear this burden of holding back. For all the years that I have learned from my mistakes... why is it that the greatest lesson be the most hardest. Maybe I'm also afraid of failure. I'm not good in standing onto relationships but eventhough I have learned from this... I am a coward to step forward...
Is it time for me to move on? I think so! It has been so long that I have feeled this way. Inspite of my successes in life I have been trying to fill this void that I have... that I have ignored and focoused on carreer and other things I have deemed important. Now everything that I have done... everything that I have achieved is worthless... if I can't event truly say how much I love you.
Love... a very dangeroud word... it can break you and tear you into pieces... maybe that is why I am so afraid... I'm afraid to be torn again to many million pieces and it was so hard to pick up the pieces in all these years just to rebuild yourself.
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December 18th, 2006 07:16 PM #2Nye-he-he! Haba nyan ah. Kanino ba yang message mong yan? Naku totoo...tawag diyan TORPE!
Arrrruuuuu! Josh....Josh ko po...kung di mo masabi ng harapan....i-text mo na lang yung girl.
Mga fellow tsikoteers, turuan niyo nga si Josh.
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December 18th, 2006 07:22 PM #5
Originally Posted by Psylocke
Ha-ha! Sa totoo lang.....pwede ito sa programa ni Joe D'Mango.
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December 18th, 2006 07:39 PM #7pucha... ang bilis! less 10 mins composition tapos ala pa 2 mins reply na niyahahahahahahahaha!!!
Office mate ko lang naman. Dati napaptingin lang ako kasi cute siya pero nung nakakasama ko na iba na eh... parang totoo na. Ang hirap kasi sabihin kasi feeling ko nagsisimula na siya mailang sakin... or paranoid lang ako. Dati kasi lagi ko siya nakakasama sa lunch out pero as a group. Minsan kasi nabibigyan ko siya ng masyado attention. Tuwing break lagi ko lang siya binibigyan ng sweet stuff or sort of. Nahatid ko na siya once... after practice ng dance namin. Pucha galing pa ako practice ng band nun sa alabang tapos pumunta lang ako sa office para maihatid lang siya. Di ko alam nga kung ano na nangyayari sakin. Matagal na hindi nangyari sakin ito. Ang takot ko lang ngayon baka masobrahan ang pabibigay attention ko... ewan ko at baka paranoid lang ako. Di nga natuloy ang tagaytay namin kasama dalawa namin friends kasi pagod daw siya... althoug totoo dahil kahit ako pagod din after nung christmas party at kasal sa tagaytay na inattend ko... nakakpagod pala long trip to tagaytay... ewan ko ba... batukan niyo nalang ako...
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December 18th, 2006 08:03 PM #8 Originally Posted by Josh0027
Naku....hirap ng ganyan. Kelangan mabilis ka. Lakasan lang ng loob yan. Baka pag sasabihin mo na eh, biglang "Josh.....sori ha, may sinagot na ako, kelan lang.....may nauna na sa iyo" Eh-he-he!
Tsakit nu'n! (sabay sulat ka na kay Joe D'Mango)
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December 22nd, 2006 01:21 AM #9sabihin mo na feelings mo sa kanya bro! you can show her all the affection in the world, but she still needs to hear it from you. the fact that she's hanging out with you and even lets you bring her home means na may interest din sya. nangyari na rin sa akin yan, almost the same scenario...di ata sya nakatiis, she finally had to ask me if i liked her, sabi ko, op kors, sabay halik. Originally Posted by Josh0027
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December 18th, 2006 07:41 PM #10ayoko nga ng text... napaka mechanical hahahahahaha Originally Posted by chua_riwap
Nye-he-he! Haba nyan ah. Kanino ba yang message mong yan? Naku totoo...tawag diyan TORPE!
Arrrruuuuu! Josh....Josh ko po...kung di mo masabi ng harapan....i-text mo na lang yung girl.
Mga fellow tsikoteers, turuan niyo nga si Josh.
ewan ko nga ba sakin... eto dapat sakin eh...
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